Your words are just words. To think that i believe all those sms-es you've sent me, telling me you would wait for me. Telling me, you would be there to take care of me till your last breath. I believed those words of yours till I saw all those comments. I believed those words of yours though my friends kept telling me to let you go. I believed and waited. And at last, God has opened my eyes to see all these. Your love is just temporary, your love towards me is only because of the loneliness you feel inside your heart. I am the dumb one. I am the stupid one. I am the silly one. I waited for your comeback, just in the end, you already cared for someone else. and that care change to love, just in a nick of time.
It's true he says that I am stupid. I let you take chances over and over again. You did so many mistakes, I kept forgiving. But he woke me up, where was all the respect for me gone to throughout this relationship? Where was all the proof that you had changed when you kept doing the same mistake? I wanted you to change, yet i didn't taught you a good lesson. I should have left long time ago but i didn't. Cos i needed you so much.
My biggest regret for making you my life. You should just be a part of it, not the whole. When you chose to leave, my whole entire life gone haywire. And now it's time for me to get pass my fears and get in step with life.
Thank you so much for making a mess in my life. You are happy with someone else right now, and i am here clearing up the mess. But I know I ain't alone. Life is unfair but still, I have wonderful peeps and a supportive family to go through this life with. To them, I shall give my best too. With them, I share a part of my life with. I'll cherish them just like how they will cherish me. I am contented. :)
and thanks a lot to seri ridhayu and muhammad izzuddin. The conference call we had, had made me open up to many different perceptions. :)
Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
aka Syeeqa or supergirl ( teehee)♥♥♥
19yearsold,08November1990.
RP,SPORTS AND LEISURE MANAGEMENT.
I am SINGLE NOT! my heart's TAKEN since ♥301109♥
I am just living my OWN life.
I make my OWN decision.
I have my OWN mindset.
If you're not happy with me and my past, that's your business.
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Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
