I thought I was the one who would make the decision. The decision of who I want to be with. But no, you determined it for me. Fuck it, again. Why are you meddling with my life? You selfish freak. You only think about others, but not me. NOT me at all. 18 months. I thought you were trying so hard to win me back. But no, you've chosen to take a step back and threw all that we have built together. If you knew it that you were going to make this decision, why on earth you had always been wanting to hold my hands, hug me tight in your arms and kiss me? Tell me now, what are all that for? You brought hope that we could patch things up but in the end, you destroyed it all. You are one self-centred person. This is the easy way out right? Well, thank you. Thank you so much for your wish to me and him. I totally appreciate it. I am happy. I truely am. :) Don't ask me to make a decision in the first place when you have already made it for me.
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO LEAD ME TO THIS CONFUSION! I am done. I am gonna to forget about you. No more tears. I am just gonna be strong. Give the other person a chance cos Ive given you enough. From this post onwards, I no longer know you. You are my past. A past that I don't even want to talk about anymore. I don't even want to think about anymore. I let go, just like you do. :)
Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
aka Syeeqa or supergirl ( teehee)♥♥♥
19yearsold,08November1990.
RP,SPORTS AND LEISURE MANAGEMENT.
I am SINGLE NOT! my heart's TAKEN since ♥301109♥
I am just living my OWN life.
I make my OWN decision.
I have my OWN mindset.
If you're not happy with me and my past, that's your business.
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Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
