I try to remain strong every time I receive a message from you, telling me about her. I try to hold back my tears, I try to be happy for you cos all that matters to me are your happiness. You telling me, her smile is for you, your smile is for her. But you never will know, your smile is my smile. You telling me, you are sent to her, to change her and she is sent to you to heal the scar in your heart. But you never will wake up and realize, how much I've sacrificed to change you into who you are right now, neither will you realize those sacrifices I've done to make you change, have left a bigger scar on my heart. It is so easy for you to bid a farewell, it is so easy for you to say that you already have someone else as your strength, that just show how much I meant to you.
I don't know why I am feeling this way. But I feel terribly lousy and down. You don't even apologize for those bullshits you've done to me. Your ego stabs my heart. You don't even want to admit all those words in your messages don't mean a thing. Your ego stinks so much.
The worst among your doings, you don't even appreciate all those sacrifices I've done for you. Now, I've figured it all out. I really don't mean a thing to you. but still, you were once a part of my life. A part of my everything.
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Deep in my heart, is a prayer for your happiness. All the best for your future and hers.
Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
aka Syeeqa or supergirl ( teehee)♥♥♥
19yearsold,08November1990.
RP,SPORTS AND LEISURE MANAGEMENT.
I am SINGLE NOT! my heart's TAKEN since ♥301109♥
I am just living my OWN life.
I make my OWN decision.
I have my OWN mindset.
If you're not happy with me and my past, that's your business.
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Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
