Just came back from work. One full shift completed, many more full shifts to go. I know I ain't myself as yet, but I am trying my best to recover. Somehow, my mind just telling me to work almost everyday. And so, I work like no one business. The best way to stop me from thinking those things, from feeling so hurt, from feeling so lousy, from feeling so shitty, from feeling so lost on my own, is to make myself occupied almost everyday. Work, work, work. I am exhausted but still, this feeling of emptiness overcomes me at the end of the day. I remain strong cos I know my friends are looking forward to see my smile. I remain strong cos I want to be there for my dear ones. I remain strong cos I know they still need me. I can't sleep, I can't breathe when your shadow is all over me. I don't want to be a fool in your eyes cos I know all that we have built never meant to last. Damn, I don't want to feel the way that i do. I JUST HAVE TO KEEP PUSHING MYSELF HARDER.
TO XXX_; I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE. WHAT I KNOW IS THAT YOU DON'T KNOW A SINGLE THING WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH. SIMPLY SAID THAN DONE.
Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
aka Syeeqa or supergirl ( teehee)♥♥♥
19yearsold,08November1990.
RP,SPORTS AND LEISURE MANAGEMENT.
I am SINGLE NOT! my heart's TAKEN since ♥301109♥
I am just living my OWN life.
I make my OWN decision.
I have my OWN mindset.
If you're not happy with me and my past, that's your business.
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Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
