Nurul Syafiqah♥

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.Wednesday, October 14, 2009 ♥

I try to remain strong.

I'm sorry to leave this relationship.
I'm sorry to those who have wished us to last.
I'm sorry to my parents, I let them down.
I'm sorry to his parents, I let them down.
But just this once, I want to think for myself.
I make mistakes but i swear, I never meant for it to happen.
I make mistakes, but i swear, I want to change and be a better person.
I confessed it all. I did all I could to save us.
But I am not happy anymore like i used to.
I must admit, making this decision, I am getting weaker.
It feels as if Ive lose everything.
Ive lose my directions.
But if i were to stay, it would hurt me more.
I make mistakes. I want to change.
All i need is you to hold my hands, keep supporting me.
But you have demoralized me.
I feel dirty. I feel useless.
The worst, I feel, I don't deserve to be with you.
I am really at a losing end.
My heart hurts so badly.
Ive chosen to end this for real.
Let me move on.
Let time heal me.

It feels like a total nightmare. :'(

Love, @ 12:06 PM

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Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
aka Syeeqa or supergirl ( teehee)♥♥♥
19yearsold,08November1990.
RP,SPORTS AND LEISURE MANAGEMENT.
I am SINGLE NOT! my heart's TAKEN since ♥301109♥
I am just living my OWN life.
I make my OWN decision.
I have my OWN mindset.
If you're not happy with me and my past, that's your business.
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