Two days straight of doing Csr. Yawn. But i felt so lethargic for no apparent reason. I prefer when it is busy. Ill get so bored when i have nothing to do. and yes, ive managed to fast full day for today. :)
So many things are running in my mind. But i promise myself to be calm and remain strong. It is not the time for me to just give up and i never will. But instead, ive promised to give my best to all the things in my life. Im much ready to face the worst and im far far ready to accept new happy moments in my life. There are others who are less unfortunate than me. Im contented with what i have. Never will i take what i have for granted ever again. But ill only give the best of me to those who can accept my worst. Not ever anymore to those who will leave me when im in my disastrous state. Ill forgive and keep giving chances but don't ever think you can take advantage of my kindness.
From today onwards. My priorities are myself, My family, My studies, My ph family, My besties, My boyfy.
These are NOT in orders. Im tired of being there for others. When others are not there for me. Im tired of sacrificing for others when all i got in return, its their bullshit. I dont even want a return, i just want my sacrifices to be appreciated. Why is it so hard? I wonder. Im not refering to any specific people. Im just doing my reflection. If you think, you are one of them. Then, you are. :)
Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
aka Syeeqa or supergirl ( teehee)♥♥♥
19yearsold,08November1990.
RP,SPORTS AND LEISURE MANAGEMENT.
I am SINGLE NOT! my heart's TAKEN since ♥301109♥
I am just living my OWN life.
I make my OWN decision.
I have my OWN mindset.
If you're not happy with me and my past, that's your business.
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Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
