No more exams. Im so happy. Been waiting and wanting this holiday. And here it comes. Tomorrow, Im off to working life. So much better. School is such a struggle cos i dont really enjoy it. Except for the friends i have there, other than that, it is such a bored.
Sometimes, i feel so uncomfortable when you share with me what's going on with your current life cos u used to be a a part of my daily life. Sometimes, im just so curious, i keep wanting to know how you and her doing. But i just realised, it is better to keep me in the dark. Cos i hate it when you're just contradicting yourself. I guess every guy does that. I rmmber what youve said to me, guess you dont mean it all. You said I was the one who made you felt so differently and that you needed me badly. You said you would always loved me and be so willing to wait for me. Now, you say the same things to her. What you did with me, you did to her too. I guess youre just another jerk who always talk bullshit to a girl. I despise you. Really. Please go away. I really wished you didnt entered my life, even as my past. Hope youre happy with her. :) I wonder why he treats me so differently from all his ex girlfys. I wonder why he hurts me far so much than he does to his ex girlfys. I wonder why whatever that he has done with them, he doesnt do it with me. Maybe im just thinking too much but i cant stop thinking. Is this a good change or it just means something else? i simply dont understand you. what the hell youre thinking you doing. i didnt text you, you said i didnt care about you. when i did, you just ignored my smses. what exactly do you want? fill me in. stop judging me now with the mistakes ive done in the past. theres no more you and me. thats a fucking old story. move on. dont turn back. never look for me again. im so sicked and tired of your attitude. i need my luck back. i need my miracles back. i need it all right now. :)
Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
aka Syeeqa or supergirl ( teehee)♥♥♥
19yearsold,08November1990.
RP,SPORTS AND LEISURE MANAGEMENT.
I am SINGLE NOT! my heart's TAKEN since ♥301109♥
I am just living my OWN life.
I make my OWN decision.
I have my OWN mindset.
If you're not happy with me and my past, that's your business.
--
Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
