After 2 days of being single, i know this sounds crazy.
But we are back together again. Countless of breakups and patches. But let's all hope, this will be the last patchup. Cos if I ever give up and ask for a breakup again, that's my last straw. Things happen for a reason.
I'll make things clear in my blog. Im worst than my boyfy. We both have a background of a player. I'm not decent and innocent as all his exs and scandals think I am. I'm a heartbreaker, I give hope to other guys just to break their heart in the end. And the worst is I used to be intimate with other guys as well. Yes, thats me. Im worse than boyfy. Boyfy doesnt search for my short comings. I search for his like no one business. He has made mistakes and I make it a big deal. When I did mistake, he just kept silent, smiled and the next day, he would be fine. He will never bring it up again but I will bring up his mistakes almost everyday. I shoot directly at him, to the max, till i said, " You are such a cheap guy! You don't deserve to have my late boyfy's looks." Yes, thats me. He never gave up on me anymore thou i keep makin mistakes. But ill give up on him on the slightest mistake that he has done. He has stopped himself from all the temptation he has as a player. But me, still in the process of learning. I blogged this to give justice to him. to be fair to him. Im worst than he is. and thats the truth. Im sorry.
boyfy. i dont care whats the truth anymore. if it is really the truth, i deserve this. ive done worse than what youve done. we hurt each other enough. i take this as a lesson learnt. i hope you too will. we have enuf moments of folly. let's try to be like a normal couple. i love you, boyfy. and i know you love me too. lets put a fullstop to this and make more good changes. The words on the image above, i dedicated to you.
A life of a player who is trying to change. Temptation of flirting will always be there in us. For no reason, sometimes, we just follow the temptation we have. But again, we really dont mean it. It is just a moment of folly. We may be flirting around the whole day but at the end of the day, we return to our partners' arms. :)
update for yesterday. I bought e63, red colour. thanks to daddy, lil sys and boyfy for accompany-ing me. Things are getting better for me, I can sense it. my needs are all fulfilled alr. rebond my hair. get a new phone. treat boyfy. treat family. treat friends. My life is so blessful. and Im happy the way i am now.
Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
aka Syeeqa or supergirl ( teehee)♥♥♥
19yearsold,08November1990.
RP,SPORTS AND LEISURE MANAGEMENT.
I am SINGLE NOT! my heart's TAKEN since ♥301109♥
I am just living my OWN life.
I make my OWN decision.
I have my OWN mindset.
If you're not happy with me and my past, that's your business.
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After 2 days of being single, i know this sounds crazy.
Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
