Nurul Syafiqah♥

.Wednesday, August 12, 2009 ♥

Give me strength to move on.

and she's hurting inside.

I knew we both made mistakes.

Stupid, silly mistakes.

But ive changed for you, for us.

Bby, what have i done to deserve this?

Hours have passed and Im still crying.

It hurts so much, so much for me to forget it.

You've been my daily life for more than 17 months.

Ive never loved someone this much.

And I need you more than anything.

All i see now is darkness. Im alone, im afraid, im insecured.

Im lost without you. but I have no choice.

Ive been waiting for you to change. In the journey, I hurt myself too much.

Now, ive lose faith in myself. Ive lose all the strength to keep guiding you.

Ive lose all that i used to have when you are still by my side, in my heart.

Am I so imperfect that i dont deserve your love at all?

Am I not worth of you at all?

Baby, tell me. Am i?

If you still want to flirt, why get into a relationship?

If you dont want to be commited, why do you stay with me for so long?

If to you dont know how to uphold a promise, why make one?

If you want to hurt me, why do u bring my hopes so high just to crush it in the end?

If you dont love me, why do u say u do?

I badly need strength.

Im not strong enough to move on.

I need him.

Why must this happen now?

Im not okayy.

Im really not okayy.

My focus is gone.

Totally gone.

I hate this.

I really do.

This lyric Is For You.

o3.o3.08 to 11.08.09.

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even without fists held high, yeah

Never would have worked out right, yeah

We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hurt you now

I can't stop
I want you to know

That it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And i want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But i want you to move on

So i'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder

But i know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you wanna cry

Started with a perfect kiss

Then we could feel the poison set in

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that i love you so

I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know

That it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And i want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But i want you to move on

So i'm already gone
I'm already gone

I'm already gone

You can't make it feel right

When you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone

Already gone

There's no moving on

So i'm already gone
Already gone

Already gone

Already gone, oooo, oh

Already gone

Already gone, yeah
Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know

That it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And i want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But i want you to move on

So i'm already gone
I'm already gone

I'm already gone

You can't make it feel right

When you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone

Already gone

There's no moving on

So i'm already gone...

Labels: Please, PLEASE., someone tell me this is a nightmare

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I make my OWN decision.
I have my OWN mindset.
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