Sometimes, I am just super direct. Especially, when I think I'm just being treated like a whole bullshit. Have to endure others when they are at their disastrous state but when it comes to my worst, they can't even endure. The best part, they will start simply point their fingers to me. I can't take this anymore and I just have to let it out.
My directness appears only when I need to. I will not be so harsh when I don't have to. But when i am harsh and direct, there will be a reason. I can't take it being treated like no one anymore. For heaven's sake, I am some one and I have feelings. In my dictionary, there are no words like selfish, disrespect, irresponsible and etc. Words that don't have any values in my life. I don't lead my life that way. Used to but NO MORE. Blame me if you want for my harsh-ness. Blame me if you want for being so direct to you. I need to point out what you should and you shouldn't do. My intentions are clear, I want you to learn from what has happened and not to repeat it. But still, it is up to you. Ive done my part. Im not that matured. Im not so grown up. But I have my share of learning in life. All the things i've shared with you, i share it sincerely. I need no return from you at all. I need no better treatment from you at all. I just hope, you've learnt something at the end of the day.
Here is a little note for Yanah. I've forgiven you all this while. But I'm just a normal girl. Forgetting is hard as I am really hurt by your actions. But need not worry, I'm not hating you nor bearing any grudges towards you. Ill just pray of the best for you. Don't let your parents down. Importantly, don't let yourself down. I have faith in you.
Okay. I am done. Get back to my studies. One more Understanding Test. Weeeeeeeeeeee! Off to holiday.
Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
aka Syeeqa or supergirl ( teehee)♥♥♥
19yearsold,08November1990.
RP,SPORTS AND LEISURE MANAGEMENT.
I am SINGLE NOT! my heart's TAKEN since ♥301109♥
I am just living my OWN life.
I make my OWN decision.
I have my OWN mindset.
If you're not happy with me and my past, that's your business.
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Nurul Syafiqah Bte ______.
