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.Sunday, August 23, 2009 ♥
Dont wanna try no more.

Don't try.
Do it.
If u just saying, u will try.
U are not going to take any actions.
It is just words, useless.
DO IT!
:)

And i know, im insane.
Look at time, yet i am not asleep.
tomorrow will be working at 12 pm.
My Dark Rings are all back again.
But I feel contented right now.
One day of fasting makes me so calm.

Work has been great with those mates of mine.
but i just got to find out, one of the managers is leaving us.
He's transfering to other outlet.
My favourite manager.
Im so pissed with the upper management.
Cant they take some other managers from other outlets?
-_-.
i need a miracle right now.
pls. pls. pls.

And i hate my situation with him right now.
Im super suffocating.
Why can't some people just leave me alone?
Why you girls care so much about what is going on in my life?
Why add me up in msn, follow my life through my blogs just to see how my relationship with him going on?
(to be direct, you girls are hoping his relationship with me wil fail as he has hurt you girls in the past aint it?)
Why cant you girls just mind your own fcukin' business?
He hurt you, NOT ME.
so please, dont care too much about my life.
I need my own space to breathe.
I need somewhere to write down what i feel.
I need someone to call my own.
Im just like any normal girl, like you too.
I dont disturb yours, so why are you intruding my life?
I just don't get it.
Come on.
Stop being pathetic, self-centred and selfish.
Not as if, you girls have never done any mistakes.

Thanksforleavingmewhenidontwantyoutoo.
Thanksforaddinguptothehatredyouvebuiltinmyheart.
Idontknowwhatelsetodo.
Allineedisyoutobewithme.
Gothroughthiswithme.
Butendingup,listeningtoyousayingyouwanttoleaveme.
Byleavingme,illbehappyandillgobacktothelifeiwishillhave.
younonsense.
youknowimunhappywithoutyou.
youdontknowmeatall
YOUREALLYDONT.
i hate this.

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